tmi – oh my god, they were roommates

my period this month:

cramps so bad i can’t eat
oh but also i’m craving food more
needy for attention and affection from everyone
moody when i don’t get it exactly like i want it
whole body aches
possibly also my bones
b o n e a c h e s
how many orgasms will it take to feel like i’m not dying
my libido is convinced it’s probably a lot
also my depression and body issues and general bad stuff is amped up x1000

ANYWAY, I CALLED OUT ON LIFE TODAY BECAUSE THAT’S ALL A THING.

i say that i’m still living at home so i can pay off my students loans but also

a) the last time i lived alone was the closest i ever got to actually killing myself

b) a piece of the succulent i tried to keep alive just fell off while i was typing this and it’s pretty dead so how can i be expected to keep me, a human, alive

i have other childhood trauma-ish reasons for moving out, as well as moving closer to work/people i could spend time with, so it’s not just society judging me, but also i’m

….terrified? maybe?

medical internet: this usually isn’t anything to worry about

medical internet: but you should see a doctor immediately

medical internet: also you’re gonna have a stroke