Have you told your therapist about the gun? how you feel about it?

Yes! I hadn’t any like…specific active suicidal thoughts since before I started seeing her, just generic “I want to stop existing” ones, so we filled out a safety plan and she soothingly encouraged me to talk to my parents. 

I straight up lied to my mom and said that she told me to remove or hide anything that could be a trigger just in case but that I didn’t have suicidal thoughts, mostly because when I started to talk about it she was, like *dramatic gasp* “ARE YOU HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS?!” and I cannot deal with that. 

But I talked to her! And she’s gonna hide it! So, that’s a thing. 

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