hi, i’m super dizzy and disoriented, i think from trying a higher dose of lithium (which i hate, it’s been so effective but i hate) and also there’s too much noise in the library and i can’t focus and i can’t talk to people well and my brain is flashing a frequent: do something to make everybody worry about you!!!! don’t actually kill yourself but kill yourself just a little!!!!! throw your cellphone away and gone girl yourself but just for a day or two!!!!!!!!!
it’s no good, y’all.
if you have a nice matt/foggy fact or feeling or drabble or literally anything, leave them in my inbox and i’ll gaze at them and use them to distract myself because thinking about those dumb boys has always been an effective distraction.
oh my god, they were roommates 