Tag: tbd

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if you woke up this morning feeling, like, “man, i’d like to hear chelsea quietly butcher a schmoopy bright eyes song,” then you’re…in luck…..

  • the library is closed tomorrow for snow but i’m off anyway so what’s the use
  • i’m watching one day at a time on netflix and it’s charming
  • i’ve been on abilify for one day and my head is so clear? like i? kind of have control over my thoughts?? that’s new.
  • oh re: everybody, i have not listened to the adventure zone but i probably will because i guess i’m part of this now
  • ahhh everything’s gonna be okay probably
  • i could go to sleep at any moment
  • wedding fic tho. finishing a not-wedding fic i’ve been working on very slowly for a few months and then wedding fic. drunk college marriage fic. already old and might as well add married to the list fic. fake marriage fic.
  • yes sleep good night

my therapist filled out this safety plan for me while we talked about each step and when she asked about people that I could talk to or that could distract me, I was, like, “Uhm, this is weird but I have like twenty internet strangers who have told me that I can come to them?” 

(also, @dancinbutterfly, I put you specifically, because you’re very good at all that <3) 

so much money for drinks and all I got was this post-facemask lowkey rough-looking bathroom selfie??? my face is ¾ dark circles.

ALSO the facemask had a literal panda face printed on it and I looked like an ADORABLE SERIAL KILLER. thanks, target.

i got four hours of sleep last night and those four hours were filled with Very Specific Reality-Based Nightmares and, when i woke up to my alarm and my phone at 3% because i forgot to charge it, i had somehow pulled my sheets entirely off my mattress and tangled myself in them. so, like, tgif. i wanna die a little but i’m gonna buy a giant extravagant iced coffee on my way home and watch luke cage instead

(also there’s a little pile of positive asks in my inbox that i’m not publishing because they’re all in relation to that anon from last night, who def. didn’t mean any harm and i don’t want to, like, pile on them or whatever. but as always: you guys are too nice & i do not deseeeerve yoooou)   

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