Aside from the occasional football mascot, I don’t think I’ve ever seen a furry irl
Incorrect, you’ve never seen a FURSUIT irl. Furries are all around us hiding in plain sight.
u scaring me
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Um I thought u were gay?
…uhm. I am.
I’m guessing this is about. . .the Matt’s chest hair post? Maybe? If it was, I have a lot of aesthetic feelings about it, as well as when the fuck does he have time to wax feelings.
But, also, regardless, I thought I was bi for about ten years before I went to therapy and started sorting through the tangled mess of internalized heterosexism and compulsive heterosexuality that had made me too terrified to even think the word lesbian. So, like. There might be some excess dude thoughts rolling around in there that find their way to the light.
In summary, let Matt Murdock be hairy and I’m definitely super gay.
I’m probably going to post a new chapter of Giving It Up tonight or tomorrow, but, after that and maybe one more, I think I’m also going to take a hiatus from that fic for awhile. Mostly because I need to mess around and establish what I want to do with it from here. Partially because I’ve been kind of uncomfortable with some especially intense feedback I’ve been getting, mostly from anons. Gosh, people insisting that I have to write something a certain way crawls up my spine.
Basically, I just need to air everything out and shake it around and figure out where these kinky love-addled nerds are headed. I’ll come back to it soon-ish.
S A P P H I C S O N G S
jessie’s girl // mary lambert | whatever you like // anya marina | can’t help falling in love // hayley reinhart | girls like girls // hayley kiyoko | midway // bad bad hats | night go slow // catey shaw | i do adore// mindy gledhill | jenny // studio killers | you picked me // a fine frenzy | nobody love // tori kelly | sing to me // mary lambert | she keeps me warm // kat robichaud | sum of our parts // mary lambert | i love you // beatrice eli | she // jen foster | skinny love // birdy | everyone is gay // a great big world | explosion // zolita | i didn’t just kiss her // jen foster | only a girl // gia | boyfriend // tegan and sara | ghost // halsey | girlfriend // icona pop | tee shirt // birdy
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WHEN YOUR DEPRESSIVE EPISODES/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ARE SO TEXTBOOK THAT YOU CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT YOU’VE BEEN MAKING EVERYTHING UP AND AREN’T SICK AT ALL AND HAVE TO THINK THE VERY ACCURATE SENTENCE “PEOPLE WHO AREN’T SUICIDAL DON’T WANT TO KILL THEMSELVES” TO CALM YOURSELF DOWN
I told my therapist today that I hate therapy so much that I almost give up and don’t come every single week that I have an appointment, that I hate every second of it and every molecule in my body is constantly trying to reject the concept. But I still go and I know the fact that I’m still willing to go even though, oh my god, please no, means that I know just how much I HAVE to do this to even remotely make it.
And she was, like, so proud of me and I had fifteen emotions and it was very cool to have a positive response to “I hate having to talk to you so much that I’m filled with dread every time I think about it.”
you’re 23 and you still live at home…. lmao
yep! i’m also studying at one of the best law schools in my country which is 20 minutes away from my house, working 3 days a week at a law firm, saving up a ton of money so i will have a significant amount in my bank account when i graduate, i get to spend a lot of time with my family who i adore, AND don’t have to cook dinner for myself every night!!! it’s a pretty sweet deal so i’m glad it’s making you laugh your ass off with happiness for me
Oh shit shots fired
SOMEONE: I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.
ME: I’ve never been comfortable a day in my life. Go on.
new therapist! she’s intense! which is probably good! also, i guess i’m gonna go get blood work to make sure the thing where i am Constantly Exhausted isn’t also maybe a thyroid thing, which i was supposed to do roughly forever ago.
I was at, like, you should probably take yourself to the emergency room levels of bad thoughts yesterday but I’d already taken sleeping pills, so I just went to sleep instead. And I woke up feeling…pretty okay? It’s a wild inconsistent ride up in here.
oh my god, they were roommates 